ok! i'm back again.. i dun tink i m that sad anymore.. but i still suppose i m still sad... but that aint the point.. it'll straighten out when i have the courage to speak to hu i should :) but till then, i am a cowardly rubbish bin...

first.. i muz learn from darr and put aside a day to do sth unique every week... i tink that is exactly what i need.. i seriously think i am a lost lamb/ maybe a lost soul searching for eternity for a resting spot for myself(which would neva happen)

monday: start of the week.. ppl r usually high or low.. so i'll do sth totful 4 ppl special to me! yea! Hopefully its when i can go out too! start of the week!

tuesday: second day of the week.. engines r geared to work.. thus i 'll give my student his lessons.. muz set good example and earn my pocket money.. sigh..(pai mia)

wednesday: drama day.. to get in character, i'll be very very mean.. watch out!

thursday: resting day.. pia my work and lines.. if i m in track.. i'll die! shit..

friday: tok to ppl day.. any1 with anything can come and tok to me... i know u heartbroken souls out there need a listening ear and crying shoulder.. haha!

saturday: Basketball! my long long neva touched game... I MISS YOU!

sunday: Giving lessons and mugging.. Finishing my homework that i was too lazy to do


seems like a life to me.. hopefully.. 3805/1st3mths nmuz have more outings! ok? siew i m still waiting! u look good in ur uniform! hee... no one tinks i look good in my uniform.. shit.. they say i look hideous! sigh.. and they tink my hair cut is horrible... sigh.. i tink its alrite...but i gotta do sth to it.. spike? armani? chicken head? mud style? hmmm

i love u ppl! thank you for everything! yea!

love from your
fren the
big and nice
ogre hu
calls himself
rubbish bin
xavier/shavia/tongsanba