i've been so burned out and depressed.. coz i found everything ard me so pissifying.. all started with HER.. (i still hate her) then it spoilt everything.. damn.. i went for some mediacorp auditions for some dunno what show.. then it was like.. OMG! had to be some bullied boy who is coerced by his sis all the time.. sigh..

"cuz DJ's ma homey and we're goin to the bling bling action at thur candy store wid ma biiiches, aiiiit!"

that was one line from the script.. it was so wierd.. i felt like a total idiot.. and check it out man! i feel such a great sense of accomplishment la! i MADE EARRINGS! for moi snrs! the girls only.. haha! aint i like the BEST!?!?! heehee.. i hope they so dun read this.. coz the cat would be outta the bag if they do.. i doubt they even noe my blog exists! haha!

i think i've been badly burnt.. wat a term.. BURNT.. and i dunno y? maybe its juz everything.. i wanna drown my sorrows by juz venting my frustrations on sports.. but i dun seem to have the time.. gotta mug.. hua bei fen wei li liang.. wat am i to do? to make myself have less hate towards everything? to not stone so much.. im slumping into what i had again.. few mths back.. my energy cant seem to last forever eh.. IM WEAK!! IM FAT! IM SLOW! IM FUGLY! IM A BDD! I OUGHT TO BE SHOT! BANG! BANG! BANG!