i wanted to blog yesterday.. but i so konked out yesterday... omg.. it was like12plus am in the morning.. started getting a dripping nose.. then by 2am it was a splitting headache.. wanted to bang my head against the wall.. but it was so painful that i cou;dnt move.. so i laid there in pain and tried to slp.. hoping some miracle would happen and ease the pain.. relieving my ofmy misery.. however.. this was not to be.. i was in pain till like 7 plus.. when i found the resolve to pop two panadols.. it dint work.. at 10plus i woke up.. thinking i felt better.. so i took a cup of cereal drink and popped panadol again.. however.. i felt like damn cold and i hid in my room.. covered in my blanket.. however.. i still felt so cold.. so i went for a bath.. after the bath.. i felt better.. thats when the last straw came.. i puked.. GOD! the convulsions created by my stomach were horrible.. and my throat hurts from that puking la..

so i gave shannie a call.. and i met him to accompany me to go see the doc, cauze we were suppose to mug at kai's hse.. got the medicine.. he said i got flu.. and then i bough apples.. sudden craving for it.. and then went to kai's place and i was really dead.. i was aslp most of the time.. oops.. too tired i suppose.. the stupid throbbin headache refuse to subside.. GOD! i swear.. i dun eva want to get it again.. hopefully im gonna get well soon.. and kai! stop bugging me to cut my hair! it aint that long.. right? i think im like so ugly..

my yearning grows like a wildfire.. with each passing moment.. it grows from strength to strength.. nothing cant suppress the hunger for love within.. YOU are the only one that have the power to do stop it.. but are u willing?