********** i screwed my chinese oral! damn! i've gotta re-take it man.. i'll like so fail CLAO and then everyone will laugh at me again for having lousy chinese.. im so lousy.. cant even do CLAO properly.. nvm.. mug harder for the written papers then.. thats the only thing i can do to remedy the situation im in.. SIGH!

anw.. from wati've read from zhen yin's blog, i've been convinced by her that she aint caring for no one.. from her attitude.. i doubt she'll be the one of those pple hu'll sacrifice themselves for the greater good.. anw, according to her.. my blog is dead friggin boring.. apparatnly i've said things bout how depressed i am..(loads of times) and narrating my life.. hmmm.. well.. one thing that im happy bout is that i dun rave bout how hot some girls or women are.. how i wish to get a ang moh woman or sth.. thats so superficial.. so sarong party-ish la.. only want to marry a ang moh.. tsk tsk.. anw.. pple.. if u tink im dead boring, pls tell me.. haha.. cuz im taking this like a diary.. tho i noe pple reads.. NOTICE: a blog can be a form offrustration ground for pple.. and by narratingevents.. pple can relive memories that they juz had and feel good.. do u think its boring.. sowat if it is for the reader? the blog isnot here for pple to read.. but for u to write and post.. and when pple post sth bout u on the blog.. they're not toking behind ur back.. obviously they WANT u to read it.. so u'll be pissed or sad or wateva.. haha.. (indian accent) USE UR BRAIN!

and we should all go learn some form of martial arts.. its good for u! mr guru said i should go for boxing.. can u imagine me boxing? i'll seriously turn into a GIANT literally.. im like so HUGE alr.. not that i dun like my build now.. has more advantages than disadvantages..but its juz that i shouldnt get any bigger.. icant seem to find t-shirts that are comfortable now.. my shoulders are always so tight! imagine my upper torso gettin bigger! AHHHHH! nooo.. maybe i'll juz hmmm.. nvm.. i shall work hard on my current art.. WUAHAHAHAHAH!

mar! im so sorry.. i shall give u more attention.. so that u wun tink i vanished from the surface of the earth ya? anw.. i WANT to join bridge club.. MAKE ME A HONOURARY MEMBER! haha!