so ppl tot i might have been lost along the way.. nah.. it aint it.. im juz lost in my little world that i juz seem to get out.. weird aint it? i was reading some comic and i felt so sad all of a sudden.. not that i was not sad to begin with.. but juz felt worse.. much worse.. so yea.. this old man regretted sth he did in his life and he went to so much trouble juz to try to control time so as to recitify his mistake. As to what trouble.. he willingly sold his soul to the devil and caused much mayhem and chaos.. juz for sth trivial to others.. but impt to him..

if a fiction can do that, why cant i find courage to do sth.. i dunno at all.. well.. u dunno im toking bout u even when i am toking bout u.. u tink im toking bout some1 else.. daphne left.. some1 is heartbroken.. what am i doing with my life.. seriously.. im so screwed up.. im such a loser.. shannon thinks so, xinjie thinks so, cia ai thinks so.. im wimpish and useless.. thats wat xavier.. im unable to say some things.. maybe this is what set the strong and weak apart.. maybe..

how i wish i could control time..
how i wish, how i yearn, how i hope
for ur care, concern and love
but i know it aint friggin possible..
not at all not at all..
cause i fear failure and rejection
if u know im toking bout you
all i ask for is some sign or thing
something to make time go by free..

im a friggin loser.. i bet pple agree.. those who do BREATHE