i've decided to post lest this becomes shan's blog like for good.. haha! but thanks anw shannie baby..


there's been so much to bitch about but i am not going to.. cuz thats gonna put me in the wrong and im not gonna do that since you ARE in the wrong and wrong u shall stay. though i have this nagging feeling that u dun exactly know who u are.. YES! i AM referring to YOU..

your sins?
-YOU put blame on others for something u caused.
-YOU withdrew last minute despite informing u 3weeks in advance and u DID NOT object.
-YOU are impossible to work with
-YOU are highly unproductive and uncooperative

notice
1. i did not call names
2. i did not use emotion arousing words
3. i merely listed
4. i wrote objectively

DISCLAIMER: if anyone who reads this and feels as though i have a problem with you.. it probably means that you are guilty of what i wrote, hence proving my stand, point and argument. Should u end up talking to all ur frens bout what a person i am, this just proves again that my point is valid. Should u wanna call up and thrash it out, i think u should. But should u call and make statements like "wat is ur problem? you are a class leader, so u have to behave properly and not write such stuff bout me", i assure u i'll make it known that u called and u just proved me right that u are indeed:


GUILTY AS CHARGED...


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i've decided to try to embrace a religion.. im not entirely convinced about it but there aer truths in it that make me ponder and value my life more. i attended a service today.. it was enriching and refreshing.. the people that opened to me showed me a new side of this depressing world.. there is love. There is.. even though i am still very fascinated with cults, devils and demons.

i am jubilant enough to say i love my primary school frens.. they rock my sock

there are many things that i have overlooked recently.. part of my old self have disappeared.. i am pround to say: i have a temper that i will throw when there's a need to, feel free to try me.

after two days of sickness, i appreciate the fact that im healthy again.. though i lost weight! :) heehee.. couple more kilos to go... haha..

i need to:
-think of presents
-work harder
-become physically fitter
-search for my purpose
-work for my goals
-be who i am once again


FuCk It AlL
sHa