yepp.. thats to sum up what im like these days..


i need hell lots of drive to overcome that inertia in order to accomplish a lot of things.

n yes i need to do sth bout things in my life. my socks need to be pulled so high up that its higher than my softball days.

i need to clear the air lest more pple get hurt by me, whether intentionally or not, cuz i seriously don't know y this kinda things can happen. ohwells.. its just me.

happy comments in my blog? i dunno.. how much happy things can appear on it? i mean.. flip open the newspaper on anyday and u'll see depressing news. Possibility of war, internal strife within nations, pple murdered in cold blood, countries in alliances or have agreements btw them only cuz "u scratch my back n i'll scartch yours". This is a selfish world.

u might say that seeing pple smile makes things happier, but do u know how much malice lies beneath those smiles. how many pple in this world get by their lives without any masks or facades? practically none. so some1 might say "thats a fallacy", but b4 u do, take a step back n think bout wat i said. yes i dun have any examples to support my argument but hey.. think about it.

Even within our sch community, there is lots of selfishness. ppl care bout themselves above everything else. it is a selfish world. we need the grades to survive in this society. will having frens allow me to have gd grades, sadly no.. having said all these, its simply what and how i view this world, correct me if im wrong. convince me and make me see things in your light, but tell me too if u think this world some screwed up n selfish place.


lastly, i hate pple who toy with other pples' feelings intentionally. i simply hate it. however, the fault doesnt lie solely in the bastard/bitch, the victim has to take into account that he or she willingly allowed themselves to be toyed with. but i still detest them. but then again, what if im like those bastards and bitches? i dun rmb doing anything like that but ohwells.. im warning those bastards and bitches hu love to toy with others toback off my frens and i, i swear u'll regret that u ever did it.

cheers to ppl who love to toy with pple =]

i love the beach.

getting tanned is like flipping a new page of a book.

im random..


lets go to the beach..
have the time of our life and then leave itbehind as a wonderful memory. that we can look back on.


the beach.. its the grey area btw absolutes- the land and the sea. thats how life is isnt it? thats y we have moral imperatives to help us judge, thats y philosophers like kohlberg can come up with a theory. the edge, the boundary-> where things are simply beyond us, beauty beyong beauty..

=]

wailing: ohwells.. u ARE my bustop buddy and it remains true to this day eh? haha

melissa: im not a cheerleader! -growls- im just helping out

helen: thats so random.. tsk tsk

chonghui: stop being yourself.. ohman.. ought to be shot

chinthin: u crazy woman.. -slaps-

chingyi: dun lie.. u couldnt have stumbled on my blog via blogsurfing.. stop stalking.. -kicks-

zoe: u're here? huh?

daphne: u couldnt figure out how to worj my tagboard but still could tag? that sounds weird.. did i send an sms in chinese or sth?

qixiang: yes i know its GONNA BE ME!