that gaze she threw, it was immobilizing. the wordless screams that seemed to pass from her to him, it tore him from within. all that he ever wanted was for that. why could not she understand? but in her mind, he was always the one who was in the way. out of sheer goodwill, he blasphmied in her eyes. through his blind eyes, he could not see the very loathing that permeated her. wat blind love. wat blind loathe.

hello hello.

since the festive seasons are coming, and well, i've been thinking of presents for people, it kinda got me thinking as to what i really need. Which is essentially nothing. Except a laptop and well certain intangible things money cant buy. So well, just before any of you get me any presents (if you even plan to heh) then i think it would be good if you direct that expenditure to a bigger and better cause. To help me get a laptop. Essentially speaking, that is a tool that i really need to help me fulfill certain dreams that i have. While at the same time it will be a necessity when i hit university since i don't have a computer. So i feel i might as well start planning long term and direct all my blessings from my family and friends to fulfilling something that is practical and useful. I don't wish to burden my parents with this because i feel i can manage little things like this myself in a better and creative way. so many seasonal greetings to you all. And may you all have a happy holiday.

sHavIA
p.s any volunteery contributions are welcome too=)