in the face of the cold hard turth, there is nothing u can hide. u feel naked and helpless and thats how he felt.

realization of how certain things are unfolding, there is no name to call out for. there is only yourself to clutch on to. He braced for the worst.

knowing how some things should never be left unsaid, he left it all unsaid back then years ago.

people all have their own demons to slay, yet his ultimate adversary had triumphed over and over again.

parallels happen in all places and dimensions, but his ran so close.

the most sinful of words "if only", projected repeated in his head.

being sorry is what we all feel when we've done possibly sth wrong, but it perpetuates him in the face of what transpired.

To Whom It May Concern,

I am sorry. For what possibly i have done or rather have failed to do. For backing off and for saddening you. There're times when i don't know what i want, and this is something that has not changed. You're not the first that I have done something like that to. But you're definitely the first I have apologized to. Somethings should never have been left unsaid, it was a mistake and one I might have paid a high price for.

There're reasons to things in this world and I am who I am today because how i grew up. It was not pleasant, that much i can tell.

And to you my trusted friend, it really is not the end. I'll be here for you. My shoulders and ears are ever ready. So please take good care of ypurself. And i hope she will be taken care of too, put your mind at ease. hide is strong right?

X

Many a times people rant and rave about how someone have wronged them or did them certain injustice but really, have we really stopped to think how we have in some ways wrong somebody? or even to the extent of doing an injustice to someone? Well, i think it's time people start viewing things from the "self to others" perspective and not the other way round. This would make a world a better place. Hopefully.

To be able to float around is in essence a good thing. But sometimes, it just is not good enough for the other party. I mean, who wouldn't want to keep their options open. But i suppose there will come a time when u'd rather make a choice and leave the options closed. However, when u've come to this decision, u could actually be bogged down by either yourself or the person or even by your past exp. But really, some things must not be left unsaid because no one will know what you are thinking, save for your own soul. So it really would be better for u to come clean or even to share the exp that is holding u back. Prevents shit loads of pain and misunderstanding


THE BUTTERFLY

Flitting, He dances from blossom to blossom
Consuming only the sweetest of existence
For that is His only way of life, and survival.

Tough and ardous was His life journey
To arrive at who He was today
Competed with every ounce of strength He did
Trying His mightiest to finish off the beast
A tree many times of Him.

So it was told upon His grand victory
The being fell into a deep slumber
Wrap Himself up He did
With a blanket no one had ever seen

Days passed as He stayed in slumber
Slowly but surely he metamorphosized
Into the beautiful butterfly we all see.

Such was the life
Tough and ardous
Of a really pretty butterfly